Sunday, 17 November 2024

"Open yourself up to new possibilities and trust in Allah's plan."

Why,
and how,
can someone be this cruel?

I am feeling okay day by day,
but I still get triggered sometimes.

You're the problem,
you're the cause,
but why am I feeling insecure?
Why am I feeling this pain,
while you've found your new 'toy'?

Is it cruel to say
that I'm waiting
for your honeymoon phase to end?
That you'll get bored,
like you did before—
less effort,
less communication,
less understanding,
yet blaming me when things fall apart?

Running your mouth,
saying things that should have stayed untold,
saying things that bury the truth,
saying things I never got the chance to defend.

How do you find the time
to spread such nonsense
when you’re supposed to be a 'busy' man?

The most faithful,
the kindest,
the most talented,
the best at everything—
how long can you keep up this mask?