It's a new year.
But why do I feel so lonely,
Even after enjoying the fireworks with friends?
Why do I keep reminiscing about the times we shared?
The lies you told,
Your eyes when you looked at me—
I swear, they used to shine.
Why do they seem so empty now,
After everything we've been through this past year?
I warned you once,
About how sparks work.
When they fade,
We should fight to keep them.
But, you gave up.
You didn’t try to fix the heart I gave you.
Instead, you sought something brand new,
Leaving my heart broken.
I cried again tonight.
It’s 1 Rejab, and I prayed aloud—
More seriously than ever before.
I prayed for my friends,
Fake or real.
I prayed and cried for all of them.
But deep down,
I’m more desperate,
Longing to forget you,
please take all my feelings away
