Saturday, 9 November 2024

How are you?
I'm in pain.

Do you still remember?
Your words,
when you convinced me,
with your strong will,
to make our love story work.

People are hating,
we've had some issues,
but I still remember,
you said,
at least we're together.
But are we now?

Do you still remember?
How many promises,
and hopes you gave?

Do you still remember?
The words you said,
that you would accept me as I am,
stay with me,
and never leave me?
But where are you now?

Do you still remember?
When you told me,
you were serious,
and loyal to me?
But where are you now?
I mean, where is he?

I'm in pain,
trying to let go of all those hopes and promises.
Sometimes I thought I was getting better,
until someone brings up your name,
until I see your car,
until our memories flash in my mind,
even at the most unexpected times.

I just need an apology,
or closure,
at least to show some respect to me,
after all those lies and cheats,
all those hopes and promises.

Marriage, you said?
What a bullshit thing to say,
when you're not even ready for a relationship.