I thought this year might be better, but Allah has better plans for me, and I really hope I can see it now.
Just sometimes,
Why did we blame on someone to lose their feelings, when Allah is the one who hold their heart?
Why did we blame them for not keeping us, when Allah is the one who takes them back from us, to keep us on track?
Why did we blame everyone for being so cruel, when we already knew, Allah did that to remind us?
Why did we focusing on blaming everyone, when they don't have the power to control those feelings or hate?
Why didn't we talk to Allah, the One who holds the key?
I truly admit, twenties is not as good as I imagined when I was seven.
I thought I will start living with my dream in my twenties.
I thought I would have a big circle of friends, I mean, good friends, in my twenties.
I thought I would happily continue my studies, and always succeed.
I thought I would not just seeing people achieving their goals and dreams.
I thought I would meet someone, who loves and CARES more than I did.
I thought, and I thought, a lot of things.
But I forgot to say,
Alhamdulillah.
It might be hurtful to feel, to have, all those thoughts.
But I knew,
I have my own storyline, and it might be different from what I expected.
But Allah knows better.
